Self-portrait

21.12.2009


I was young lad;
A young and beautiful lad;
Dreaming of sensational ecstasy

Pseudo-emotions
And absence from the truth
Leaves were Shattered
From the majestic branches

Got used to life
Because I avoided it

As trees I die slowly
yet I die standing

Life through a lens

9 \ 12 \ 2009

Hours of waiting
For a trivial request
To achieve a hidden happiness
That you search at morning times

A land to dream of
With a large patio
And in the spirit of childhood
You run towards your bike
Dreaming of flying by it

Sentiments, which had died
in the midst of insomnia
you simply lie down
As your soul was sold

Road to agony

To: Lavinia

He stood in the balcony
Firmly holding the fence
With his little hand,
That is cuffed with golden bracelet
His head almost reaching the end of the fence
Dreaming of toy land
Quickly his hand grabs the gun
And pulls the trigger

10-10-2009

The Forbidden Colors

29-09-2009

To this little boy
Who keeps his promises

To that little girl
Who learns how to ride a bike

To the small secrets that we keep

To the dreams
That we see in our eyes

To him, To her

The blonde girl with the white dress

29-08-2009

Words without meaning
Arouse you to speak them
For their impact on your feelings

The curse of the shining path,
Moving towards it in love
A speedy train is at the end of the tunnel

On the side of the road
Characters laughing in silence

The god of the upcoming time

12-08-2009

Anger possesses you
With every look
At the old crone

Would love to kill her
With others alike
As they don’t deserve life
To uphold the superman human being
You still are humane though,
Maybe!

Romanian Chant

21 \ 7 \ 2009

Will drinking the falling rain
Rather than getting wet

Will laugh at their faces
Rather than fear them

On this perfect day

will sit on that couch
whispering
Will love
And walk together on the beach
counting the seagulls
And watch the sunrise

Nobody shall sleep

9-7-2009
To: SamI

Long branched trees
Bowing to avoid hitting them

On the edge of the well
You slip, to fall inside

Extending your four limbs
The water droplets on the well's wall touched

Light fading outdoors mixed with darkness
You are drifted more inside

I hope you see what I saw
I hope you feel what I felt

You collide
I have lived
Barely co-existed

The cover of my book... Barefoot Inside The Palace

A picture on a ceramic

13-5-2009
To: Lavinia

Aspired for light
Passing through a glass
Flirting upon my face

Climbed up a tower
Looking for a breeze

Who would purchase these scattered clippings?
Even if used for wrapping the bread

But truth terrifies me
Doesn’t provoke me to change reality

I don’t want to be that being
The silent being
Silence terrifies me
As it screams out the truth

The life of someone else

To Alexandra

16 \ 2 \ 2009

Swarm of flying crows
Swirling around the bronze statue
In a static day before the rain

The fire burning in the barrel
Warming a homeless for a few moments before sleep

The pain heretofore
Is just a hot breeze on an autumn day

You will wake up to see the dream once again
Just an illusion
You will be living an illusion
Until it becomes your only truth